Well I fully understand your perspective there, certainly empty servers are never fun to play in, and when there are other servers that have players it seems foolish to join it.
On the other hand though hopefully you understand our perspective too, it has been quite time since your application and I am yet to see you in the server, much less see how you are as a racer or as a potential administrator.
Tis a bit of an awkward position really, we need more members so that our server can be more populated and better administrated, and we need the server to be more populated in order to attract these new members.
Still I don't blame ya, but for now we have no real option but to say no, or at best perhaps just suspend our decision.